My Poetry: Skies Are Crying

Where are you
when I need you the most?
What can I do
when I'm a stranger and lost?

Skies are crying
So are my eyes
So are these dreams
So are those pictures of ours

Yes, we're upset
We've tried to make it right
Yes, we're mad
Going through sleepless nights

Skies are crying
So are my drawings
So are these candles
So are those lyrics you used to sing

They all cry, baby
But one thing you need to know
My heart cries the hardest

My Poetry: Dear Friend

Why are we doing this?
Letting the time freeze?
Catching these lonely tears?
Making sad wish lists?

Can we start over again?
Try to forget all of our pain?
Hold our hands in the rain?
Break this painful chain?

Do you mind
To stop saying that you're fine?
I know you're not
I know you're bored
 
Look me in the eye
You're my friend until the day I die

My Poetry: Hey Mirror

Hey mirror
Do you recognize this girl?
She used to be tough
She used to be the one who laughed

Hey mirror
Do you remember that beautiful liar?
The girl who didn't know fear
The girl who had never shed a tear

Hey mirror
Do I remind you of her?
She missed the time people shouted her name
She missed all the fame and shame

She wanted to come back
But it's impossible with all the heartache
And the world they have wrecked

Let me tell you this
She's extinct
And she's never returning

My Poetry: I Can Make It

I feel so alone
Like I'm on my own
I know that I have you
But what would you do?

Love me?
That'll be too much to ask
Stand by me?
You would rather die fast

I gave you compliments
In the trash, you tossed
What happened next was
You lost
I just wanted the time to pause
Because I know
I'll get round of applause

Hey you know what?
Forget it
As long as the sun is hot
I know I can make it

My Poetry: Don't Go

Actually, I just made this poetry up last night. Don't tell me it sucks, because I know it does. Haha. 
Well, enjoy.

Don't Go

I'm here

I'm near

Oh, My dear

Can't you just hear

My sadness and fear?

I'm scared

I can tell I'm afraid

We should've never met

Now all I feel is hate

What if things change?

Do I deserve a second chance?

Please don't walk out the door

Because I won't know what I live for

My 15th Birthday

Sorry for keeping you unposted, my dearest blog. I was just very extremely seriously really busy this week. But the good news is I turned 15 on last Thursday, Oct 25th, FYI. And personally, I still can't believe that I'm officially a 15-year-old girl. And my birthday was just getting better and better that I got 3 surprises in a day. I've never thought that I was so special *I was special, wasn't I? Never mind* 

Well, the first surprise was given by my beloved Mami & Papi, my brother Kevin, and of course my cousin Bimo. Each one of them held a slice of black forest cake with little candles at the top. I was sleeping very beautifully when they woke me up. Obviously, I was surprised and I never expected this kind of surprise from my family, because their previous surprises usually sucked. *Just kidding, Mom!* It was around 1 a.m. And I was very grateful for having nice people who still remember my birthday. Haha.

My second surprise party was held by my classmates. Rita and Nisa pulled my hands and took me to the canteen. It was very unusual of them. I had no idea what to do, so I followed them. After that, they took me back to the classroom. I still remember their strange faces when they told me to get inside the classroom. And voila! Suddenly, a gorgeous chocolate cake was already smiling in front of my surprised face. There was an awkward silence but Dian and the others took a lil bit of the chocolate cream and spread it all over my face. I was pretty much a twin of clown, literally. I didn't realize that we were supposed to have an Indonesian exam that day. But our lovely teacher cancelled it, fortunately. My white uniform became chocolate in no time. Luckily, my Mom didn't get mad at me.

And my last but not least surprise was again held by my family. But the funny thing was I already knew that they were planning to surprise me again since they put my favorite durian cake in the fridge *Don't tell them, ok?* I didn't want to disappoint them, so I pretended to be surprised for one more time. And then, they took me to dinner.

It was the best birthday I've ever had. Thanks to God who has given me 15 years of life, and everyone, for giving me the cute gifts, surprises, wishes, and memories I can never forget.

One Direction and Justin Bieber Hang Out Together

Justin Bieber has posted photographs of himself spending time with One Direction stars Niall Horan and Zayn Malik after the MTV VMAs. One Direction won three awards at the Los Angeles ceremony last night and Horan and Malik later went to Bieber's house to celebrate.

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Bieber posted a photograph of himself, Horan and Malik on Twitter, adding the caption: "chillin with the homies.". Did you realize that they have the same hairstyles?

The picture was also retweeted by Malik and Horan, who added: "hell yeeaaaahhh."

The 'Boyfriend' singer, who is thought to be in talks to appear on One Direction's next album, later added a second picture with Horan.

© Twitter / @justinbieber

"At my house cookin some noodles with @NiallOfficial," he wrote.

Horan had earlier thanked his fans for their support after One Direction's big wins at the VMAs, tweeting: "Guys what the hell! You are incredible, 3 vmas! We love u all soo much! All 3 of them are for u! Thank you!"

Bieber - who had been nominated for three awards - also appeared to congratulate the British group on their victory, tweeting: "#goodguysalwayswin". Congrats 1D!

Source: http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/showbiz/news/a404425/justin-bieber-one-direction-stars-hang-out-after-mtv-vmas-pictures.html